Unexplainable Sadness.

October 26, 2010 at 2:18 am (Thoughts) ()

I know emo ako..pero these past few days, parang ang bigat nang pakiramdam ko…pero wala namang particular reason kung bakit…

– Okay pa naman ang stats ko sa work kahit may memo dahil sa tardiness..

– Okay naman ang lovelife, kahit andyan ang doubt..

– Okay naman ang health..

– Okay naman ang mga friends (though I’m missing some)

Okay naman lahat ng nasa paligid ko. Masaya. Makulay. It’s just, it’s me…Hindi ko talaga alam kung ano ba tong nararamdaman ko..

 

Para akong sira..

 

Hangga’t di ko pa alam kung bakit..

 

mananatili pa rin ako sa ganitong kalagayan..

 

mukhang okay sa labas, but sad and gloomy inside..

 

haist..

 

“The human mind can bear plenty of reality but not too much intermittent gloom”

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“HINDI KO NA SIYA MAHAL (HINDI KO SYA MAHAL)”

October 15, 2010 at 4:15 am (Thoughts) (, , , )

Naranasan mo na bang magsabi nyan???

Kung OO ang sgot mo, pwes! alam mo ba na out

of 10 people na ngsabi nyan 5 ang nagsasabi ng

totoo??

yes! meaning 5 ang sinungaling! Kc,

minsan maraming dahilan kung bakit nasasabi

yan…

iSiPin MO ito..Nasasabi ang linyang yan

sa mga sitwasyon gaya ng…

NAGUGULUHAN = ito ung mga taong nasa isang relasyon pgktapos eh may iba pang mahal… kailangan nilang mapaniwala ang sarili na hindi na nila mahal ung isa para, mahalin naman ung isa pa.. (HALIMBAWA: im sori may iba na kong mahal, HINDI NA KITA MAHAL)pero echos! ang totoo di ka naman

syur kung sino pa talga sa kanila ang matimbang… gets?!(kung hindi kawawa ka naman…)

MASAMA ANG LOOB = eto naman ung mga taong katatapos lng hiwalayan o nagawan ng di maganda sa isang relasyon.

(HALIMBAWA: bakit nya nagawa sakin toh! HINDI KO NA SYA MAHAL!) pero ay naku dala lng yan ng sama ng loob mo..sige hinga ng malalim..tulog ng

mahimbing..paggising mo bukas, naku…sya na naman ang naalala mo..(miz mo noh?)

BASTED = as in ayaw nya daw sayo.. PARE OKEI KA LNG? (SAGOTkei lng ako pre, wala na un hindi ko na rin sya mahal) uyyy pa-macho epek..

SISTER OKEI KA LNG? (SAGOT: yuh im okei, as in hindi ko na sya mahal noh?!) ows? go gurl!..

LIHIM NA PAG-IBIG = eto naman ung mga taong ayaw ipaalam sa kanilang minamahal ang totoo, para lang mapagtakpan ang nararamdaman nila, lalo na’t binubuking na sila..

(HALIMBAWA: Hindi ko sya mahal ah, friend lng ang turing ko sa kanya.) ay naku! yan din sinabi ni jolina kay marvin!!

PA-I WILL SURVIVE epek = eto ang mga taong gusto ng kumawala sa hawla ng alaala ng taong minamahal..

(HALIMBAWA: pagod na ko..from now on,kakalimutan ko na sya, hindi ko na sya mahal! smart na ko ngayon, i will survive!) …hehe sino ka? si kris aquino??

TAAS NG PRIDE = eto ung mga taong di nila maamin sa sarili nila na mahal nila ang isang person kc nga malayo sa standard nila ung gurl/guy or

lets say may ibang dahilan..pero nainlab sila.

(HALIMBAWA: yun? hindi ko sya mahal noh. ako pa Kilala nyo ko) sabay Naka cross ang mga fingers ng kanilang hands and feet!!..

TAKOT = eto ung mga taong dahil ilang beses na nasaktan sa larangan ng pag ibig, eh ayaw ng magmahal kahit na mahal naman talga nila ang

isang taong nagmamahal sa kanila..

(HALIMBAWA:ayaw ko ng masaktan ulit…hindi kita mahal.) ..o tapos? hehe

PAGHIHIGANTI = eto naman ung mga taong binabalikan matapos ng hiwalayan…syempre sobra nga naman sila nasaktan kaya sasabihan nya

ng “MASYADO AKONG NASAKTAN SA MGA NANGYARI, HINDI NA KITA MAHAL” …o loko bagay sayo!

maraming dahilan, maraming paraan para

sabihin natin ito ..

pero sana, sa susunod na sabihin mo sa

kanyang hindi mo na sya mahal…

eh ung totoo na.

Yung kaya mo na, yung sigurado ka, at un talga ang nararamdaman mo..

mahirap na..

Paano kung mawala pa sya?…

Paano kung mahal ka pa talaga nya?..

Paano na kung mahal ka nya…

Paano Kung mahal ka rin nya

at mahal mo pa rin sya.

At sa ibang taong makakaranas naman

neto..

pag sinabihan ka ng

HINDI NA KITA MAHAL! / HINDI KITA MAHAL!

chin up! and say…

STYLE MO BULOK! LIARS GO TO HELL!!

😀

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Not without these tears…

October 10, 2010 at 6:41 pm (Music) (, , , )

Not without these tears..

This is a soundtrack to the Comedy Movie Yaya and Angelina under GMA films.  I’ve tried to search for the lyrics of the song but wasn’t successful.. What I did was to watch the movie again in the part where this song was played and tried to wrote down the lyrics. Hope I got it all correctly..

I can tell by the look in your eyes that I should..as soon that it’s over

I can feel from the start.

You’ll be breaking my heart..

It’s worse than I remember..

and though I know that we eventually will go our seperate ways..

We’ll say goodbye but not without these tears

As you open your mouth, I can see there’s no doubt –

You’ll be having a hard time trying.

You don’t know what to do

I feel that way too

Inside I’m already crying..

Should I see us then, or hold you hand oh I know since it takes forever just to get around..

and though I know that we eventually don’t know bout you but I’m sure of me..

We’ll say goodbye but not without these tears..

We’ll say goodbye but not without these tears..

Sad isn’t it?  No matter what relationship it is, sometimes, we really have to say goodbye..especially if it’s the only thing left to do.. 😦

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I’m gonna WIN!

October 10, 2010 at 5:46 pm (Music) (, , , , )

This has been one of my favorite song for all time. The meaning of the song is so motivational and powerful. I’ve found myself listening to it thousand of times already and I still get inspired and sometimes teary-eyed when I hear it. (OA hehe).

Dark is the night
I can weather the storm
Never say die
I’ve been down this road before
I’ll never quit
I’ll never lay down, mm
See I promised myself that I’d never let me down

[1] – I’ll never give up
Never give in
Never let a ray of doubt slip in
And if I fall
I’ll never faint
I’ll just get up and try again
Never lose hope
Never lose faith
There’s much too much at stake
Upon myself I must depend
I’m not looking for place for sure,
I’m gonna win.

No stopping now
There’s still a ways to go, oh
Someway, somehow
Whatever it takes, I know
I’ll never quit, no no
I’ll never go down, mm, mm
I’ll make sure they remember my name
A hundred years from now

[Repeat 1]

When it’s all said and done
My once in a lifetime won’t be back again
Now is the time
To take a stand
Here is my chance
That’s why I’ll…

[Repeat 1]

Mmm, I’m gonna win.. 🙂

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